When Mother looked in my eyes,
I suddenly lost the weight of maya.
My body and thought shrivelled
together to futility and nothingness
and my heart was filled with joy.
The sparks of Her Spirit ignited
a mild and cool Kundalini-fire
that softly and gently remoddeled
my body into a timeless temple
to be occupied by Mother Adi Shakti.
A bundle of translucent beams
transformed my thoughts into fountains
of wordless prayers, extending
to the throne of the Golden Goddess
dressed in Her gorgeous garment of Love.
A balmy breeze blew thrpough my soul
and swept the lingering dust of ages,
erased the stains of earlier lives
and poured a shower of lasting love
into the chalice of my eager Self.
Well Supatni, I asked Shri Mataji three times, because I was not sure at all what I heard, and She repeated three times Ridavindra. It seems to be a Krishna-name that doesn't figure in the 108 names, nor in the 1008 names, not of Krishna and not of Shiva. But a professor of Sanskrit at Delhi University knew it and he told me it effectively means: "the one who loves the heart", but also he said, it is one of the many names of Shiva, meaning:" the King of the hearts".
dear Jos. your poems are so heartfelt I cannot help wondering if the name you were given might have an 'H' before the 'I'? Hridavindra ... 'coming from the heart' - 'hrida' and the 'Indra' (meaning sovereign) perhaps?