These words were an attempt to share an experience I had in Cabella when we went to pay our final darshan to our most Beloved Mother. It was on the Saturday morning, 26th of February 2011, shortly before the closing of Her apartments. I went into the dining room, alongside the living room where our Holy Mother was placed, to meditate along with the multitude of yogis who were there. Whilst meditating the image of our Holy Mother seated on a golden throne with Her Lotus feet covered in a cloud of light was the only thing I could envision. It reminded me of Mothers description of the opening of the Sahasrara where all the deities took their seats on their thrones in the various chakras but no image came to me of anything but Mother. My thoughts and feelings were that She had assumed Her position in all Her glory in the Sahasara of the Virata in the centre of the Sahasrara chakra with the whole of existence contained within Her. The next morning the experience was still vividly in my mind which I tried to express with these words.
Queen of Sahasrara
Thank You Mother
You are the Queen of Sahasrara
Seated eternally on Your Golden throne
In all Your glory and splendour.
Your Holy Lotus Feet are engulfed
In a cloud of pure vibrations
Emitting a gentle light of radiant beauty
And sustaining You on Your throne.
There is nothing outside of You
On Your Golden throne
On Your radiant cloud.
You are the totality of Reality
And everything is contained within You.
You descend on Your Golden throne
Into my Sahasrara where You reside
In the centre of Your lotus flower
Emitting cool vibrations.
I look around me and see the multitude of people
Busy with their hustle and bustle
But all are contained within Your luminous cloud
Eternally one at Your most Holy Lotus Feet.
Gods, Deities, humans,
All are contained within You
Immersed in Your Divine vibrations
Like transparent beings in a Sea of light.
I try to imagine the Deities
Seated on their Golden thrones in their chakras
As You described in Your experience
Of the opening of the Sahasrara.
But all I can see is You
Seated in your Celestial body
Upon Your Golden throne.
You have liberated us from the illusion of separateness.
You alone exist and All are contained within You .
You have taken Your seat in the Sarasrara of the Virata.
You are the Virata itself.
Nothing exists outside of You.
We are eternally one with You
And with Your Divine emanation
At Your Holy Lotus Feet
Where the collectivity of Realized souls
Sings Your praise forever
Seated upon Your Golden throne in the Sahasrara.
Thank You Mother again and again
For all eternity.
Beautiful, devoted and cool :)
Thank you. So difficult to capture that which is beyond words but you have done so.
"You have liberated us from the illusion of seperateness" - this is the darshan, which we can only ever receive - we have nothing to offer after all.
Thank you Antony for sharing the indescribable so vividly.